What a coincidence

The fact that Im not working now is not that I dun wanna work. I called up soo many firms n they told me they r full wif attachment students for this 2 months. Man how devastating this is?I know i know, i shd have applied earlier. I know it's too late, and Im regretting it now. Im onlystarting to apply now, and that's y I always dont get a place. Haih worst come to worst, i workwif my dad.

After all the dramas & emo-ings yday, I nicely drove down to kepong today to go pick up mydear ex kepong buddy to go mid valley lepaking. There was a slight rain when I left kd but out ofthe blue, there's a heavy downpour at the LDP highway. Looks like malaysia's weather conditions are unpredictable.haha.

So when I was about to turn into T5, there's this car turning out wif a very familiar number plate. However I didnt quite manage to react who is that at that moment but then when another second passed, instantly I remembered. Oh goodness what a coincidence. Yes, it's him. So I kinda glanced thru my- full- of- raindrops side windscreen and managed to catch a glimpse of his dark silhouette with his (like kena bomb) hairstyle. I got a shock.

However I guess he can't recognize me at that minute but then he kinda stopped when he nicely passed thru my car. I tried to act "cool" by turning into the right lane and immediately lost sight of his car. For almost half a year I managed to get thru the thoughts of him appearing on my mind every single day. Though I do miss him occasionally now everytime Im near that area, but it wasn't this bad. The effect of seeing him today is unbearable.

My buddy commented that he's not that good-looking anymore. I beg to differ. haha Im not trying to praise him but he's in fact still that attractive. I have to admit that he has a pair of*** eyes to beg for. Maybe he's getting old-the fact that he's nearly 27 now.(if not mistaken)

I'm glad that i cant remember his car plate number at that moment. Though it is familiar. It was visually shown that Im not into him anymore.

Every single memories that we had is still vividly pictured in my mind. I regretted to the fact that he wanna be frens wif me few yrs back but I didnt show any interest. I miss his staring eyes.

Thank God we kinda "met" each other this time. I wish to meet him face-to-face again if I ever have a chance.

Im trying to recall his number. I regretted of throwing away his number. I miss "him" n ben.

Ben i misssssssssssssssssssssssss you. Sumtimes when i heard the song- "sorry seems to be the hardest word", it makes me think of ur "forgival". I'm sorry that I was angry wif you for no reason. And your shameless "forgival" is smth that I'll never 4get. I hope that ur relatives r treating u well.

I hope u'll read this.